Having looked at and read quite a few 'crafty' blogs lately I feel an urge to make things! I'm not sure what though. There are so many talented and clever people out there that I wonder if I can make stuff as good as theirs? Self-doubt is one of those things that plauges me. And why should I worry about my 'things' being as good as someone else's anyway?? What does it matter? So many of the things I see are easy to make and I know I could make them well. Do I perhaps feel reluctant to start things because I know how bad I am at finishing them? Maybe.
I see that I posted a while back about being a procrastinator...some things never change. I wonder why I put thing off when if I did them straight away it would be so much easier. Work starts again next week and I have to get myself motivated to do the things that need doing, There are so many things I could do...where have I heard that before!?! I am a little anxious about the changing role at work, I guess because it is out of my comfort zone. Again what if I am not good enough. I really feel like I have been in the role for quite a while without it being official. What changes will the 'officialness' make? Accountability is a big one and also visibility perhaps. Time will tell, I hope I do the job well!!
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